I guess there came a point where your priorities shifted and everything that you once told me went from promises to nothing more than fragments of left over trash next to your past encounters. It was not only a shock to me, but the girls you once called “friends”. How was I supposed to explain your actions, when I knew nothing of them and when I no longer knew who the hell you were? Their reactions were always along the lines of “Oh I thought you’d know since you two were close” and all I can imagine to mutter through my disappointment was “yeah, I thought the same thing.” I tried reasoning with your intentions, to make excuses with my head to justify your actions, but all I’m left with is another absent friend whose presence lingers. I thought you would be the last person to vanish from my life, my so called “for now” of a friend. I guess that’s just what happens. I hope you realize that you were the one who took this silent departure. You left. Not me. And if there is one thing that you should know, it’s the fact that I respect the decisions of others. I will not fight to keep a corpse when their soul has already left. I suppose this is a goodbye, but all I’m left with is the sight of you walking away. Don’t turn around, there is nothing left to miss.
But if you only knew..
